People don't tell you all their bad qualities when they trying to get you to like them and go out with them. All they tell you is the good stuff. They just try to impress the shit out of you. Even in the beginning of the relationship all is good and dandy and you both just wanna make the other person think you the best person ever...
But then a couple of months into the relationship, and the cracks start to show. And they're damn big cracks too! Like you find out he's a bigger drinker than he originally let on, he hasn't really been trying to quit smoking successfully and he is a lot friendly with the opposite sex than he should be, and the list could go on forever!
Another thing is in the beginning you are lead to believe that you are the most important person in his life and he's willing to give up all his time for you...Later he couldn't give a damn to even sms, miss call or please call... Going out with his friends, chilling with his family, playing cards all night, playing pool or soccer table, and the like of such things, are so much more exponentially cooler than talking to you... When he gets home and before passing out in bed or if he's waiting around for something or just chilling all alone with nothing better to do, that's when he HAS to talk to you, and if you're busy well you don't have time for him and you don't care about him...
It's always about him... And if you have a problem with anything he does or says or doesn't do or say, then you're just being difficult!
What on earth is it with guys that makes them think they're God?! Are we just to jump every time they merely glance in our direction... I am truly over this right now and I just cannot do this to myself any longer. I had had enough yesterday, but I was weak and was drawn to giving in today, but then he did it again. I refuse to be a little poppie! I am my own person and if you don't have time for me, well then buzz off, 'cause I don't have time for people who don't have time for me!
I think its time we stood up for who we are and what we believe in. To people in relationships with someone who is only around when they need you, I say you don't need that person. Move on and up.
To you who has broken my heart o so many times, I shan't let you have the victory over me! You do not rule me, you do not control me, and you are not worthy!
Here's to taking back the power!
Cheers!
